Not all happinest will end with happy ending ;)

gua nak mulakan dengan few story or notes yang gua rasa happy setakat ni sehingga jam 11.30 mlm tadi...

bermula dengan few times berbuka puasa...jalan-jalan+shopping raya kat jalan TAR (jgn jeles mat...), jalan-jalan+shopping kat Subang Parade, makan kat Williams, jalan-jalan lagi kat Ole Ole sec18, Kompleks PKNS, Plaza Masalam...all gua attend for the past 4 days...

happy ke gua?? of course...paling happy...went i'm back to Shah Alam and my journey begin... remember my previous entry? [rujuk la mana-mana lu orang suka..wakaka] when she told me that she had the same feel...its like crazy man!!! sorry mat+emi...bukan taknak citer...gua belum sempat nak citer kat korang...promise i will share...the thing is, everytime gua share, ending mesti tak best...ni pun belum tentu ending dia best pun...

harini ni (ahad punya citer), gua bangun sahur sambil gaduh dengan adik gua, sebab dia nak bagi gua hadiah...ntah hadiah apa pagi-pagi buta ni...[actually gua tengah sakit perut+kekenyangan makan kat william the nite before..wakaka], rupanya, lepas gua bangun balik dalam kol 9.30am, gua ternampak 3 bijik HW atas meja...ingatkan budak kecik tu main tapi tertinggal, rupanya bila gua angkat, ada note tulis "hadiah untuk ko!! :)" atiqah dah belikan...and masa jalan kat giant shah alam mall, gua jumpa another 2 bijik HW yang susah gak nak jumpa...jeng jeng...huhuhu...

and as what i mention earlier, i'm happy...but i've told her on what i've told my bro earlier...don't take her life into my life...again! [thanks mat!] she had her own life and i have mine...we can do whatever we want but somehow, we still know we are doing...realize for the border not to cross...
bila dia kata dia selesa ngan gua...alhamdulillah...seingat gua, gua takde pancing pape pun...macam apa dia kata, dalam ramadhan ni lah, pintu hati dia terbukak...maybe kitaorang bertambah rapat masa bulan ni...yang gua boleh cakap...gua senang...

and...memandangkan hatta+amat dah merancang majlis masing-masing bulan Feb...gua dengan eksennya cakap akan bertunang bulan Feb...the day yang sama diaorang berkahwin...without knowing sapa bakal tunang or calon untuk gua...sampai lah she mention that she had the intention in mind and ready to get married...if possible together with her sister... that was schedule next May!!! dammit! cepatnya??

gua rasa i was not suppose to wait any longer...orang cakap, kalau nak tunggu duit, sampai bila pun tak cukup...kan? so...gua dah nyatakan hasrat kat mak gua...dia mintak gua kenalkan dengan dia since dia takut nanti takleh 'masuk book'...biasala tu..minded orang tua,able to tackle dengan cara-cara tersendiri...ayah gua? gua belum berani nak bagitau dia...seems gua takut nanti dia frust sebab gua belum dapat tolong dia buat apa-apa lagi...gua belum sempat balas jasa dia lagi nih!!tapi akak-akak gua dah tau la gak...

mak gua dah tau yang gua dah takde pape dengan 'D'...bukan dari family gua,tapi dari mak amiril...hah!!?? camner mak amiril tau? amiril citer kat dia? bila amiril tau citer pasal gua?? musykil plak gua... tapi senang kata, after 5 months, family gua rata-rata tak tau yang gua dah takde pape ngan 'D'...

sekarang ni...camner gua nak kenalkan ngan family gua and am i ready enough? how shall i tackle her family when i don't have 'THAT'...hmmm... i'm really disappointed with myself....

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