''Getting Married''

she's getting married....

is it true or its only me who think it dat way? but daripada apa yang dia cakap...she mention about getting married... hmmm...wonder how does the topic came out? out of anywhere!! goshh..

u know wat...telling me that i'm ego...just because i didnt ask her directly on my intention..is dat called ego? i dont say it as ego because, who ever know me, they should know me very well...i'm okay if the person who starts the conversation but myself is not good in creating/starting a conversation...it was naturally because i was too ashame...huhu...

takpe la, gua pun bila dia dah mula dengan citer camtu...terus tambah bersalah gua kat dia...i was not suppose to be close with her...because even she's single, doesn't mean that she didn't go out with other guy...doesn't mean that she didn't had a boyfriend...rite? haaa....i'm 100% correct!

tapi katanya dengan seseorang yang dia tak kenal...dammit!! terus terang gua bagitau kat sini...sejak dia cakap pasal kawin tadi, gua dah sentap!! jeles pun ada sikit...huhu..

actually gua tau dia rapat with sumone...even gua tak kenal...but it was her personal life...salah gua jugak sebab gua dok sibuk nak masuk dalam life dia...maksud kat sini bukan gua bzbody pasal dia ngan dat guy...tapi gua nak be her 'someone'... shut!!! berangan la gua ni...tengah pagi buta ni bleh berangan plak...wakaka...

since that, we had a bit discussion and i did share my experience...but still, it was not same as her....cuma kat sini...gua memang ngaku salah gua sebab gua berapa dalam kategori 'pengacau hubungan orang lain'... oleh itu...gua pun dah pikir panjang...i should stop watever feel dat i have for her and put it away...far...far...away...

teringat kat pesan amat...yang gua akan ingat sampai mati kot...

"don't ever let yourself being use by a lady"

thanks bro!! and another quote which i take from a song 'Just a Friend' by Too Phat...

"don't talk to a girl who say she just had a friend"

dengan kata lain, if dia cakap dia cuma berkawan...berkemungkinan dia tipu tu tinggi...if dia cuma berkawan, then dia nak cari orang lain, it will somehow will happen to me as well...in future...rite?

so, gua cuba nasihatkan diri gua, not to be ego...i will talk to her on my feelings, but it just on my words and i wont go further from there...at least she know my feelings and not to used me for her own good...

in case she's really getting married....i would say SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU...