F R I E N D S

gua tak tau nak letak topic apa...suddently gua terasa untuk masukkan balik citer pasal personal kat dalam citer-citer gua ni...about a g*r*

since i've break up, i've lot if time for myself...y? because i can do anything i want to...or even sleep/be at home all day! if i feel boring, i can just call a fren and ask them to hang out...

but, i have to admit that i think her a lot...how does she continue her journey...i'm not saying that she can't live without me, just not as easy when she was with me previously...but i know that she was strong...strong enough to be in S.A and away from her hometown...it was good since she had a good fren (a.k.a sister) working together with her...

that was about DJ...talk about NY, i've msg her quiet some time but didn't get any reply yet...if i do, just to drop a msg telling that she's busy nowdays...good for her as she had work to do...at least she's working...

about ZZ, didn't msg her these few days since 1st day puasa coz i'm too busy in office, plus have to monitor during 'sahur' and 'berbuka' at office...sorry my fren, but u know i will reply u once u starts msg me...

n now, AA......she seems different for the past 2 days...reason given, too tired... i do understand as this is her first time working during puasa...and she was the one who handle the canteen operation and bus...she was also involve in the monitoring...in fact all our team were involve...

this evening i did receive a call from FB, her sister call me up and told me that she was sick...ask my favor if i could help to send her to ampang where her another sister's live...not to say i dont want to help...but i do have an interview at 7pm today...impossible for me to rush for her...and she seems can't wait to go there... as what amat told me earlier... " don't make yourself being used! " [thanks bro]

all of them have their own life...me? only a part in their life where most of the time...i'm wasting their time...y? because they need will always 'layan' me... sometimes i do think that they are all pretending...1 of them has admit to me that she was a good pretender... i will always remember that and doubt on those things she had mention to me previously...

am i bad to think negatively? nope! my own assumption which 1 fine day will be the truth...i believe in what i think... :)

beria-ia gua taip english...sapa tah nak baca... tapi ye la...diaorg semua ada life diaorg..in fact diaorg sebenarnya dah berpunya...i was not suppose to disturb their relationship...gua patutnya sama-sama gembira ngan apa yang diaorg ada sekarang ni...

pape pun...diaorg semua best...baek...sporting...bleh buat lawak...and buat gua tersenyum... :)
thanks to all...

i still need my other buddies...walaupun malam ni tak jadi badminton, kita masih ada hari lain...

thanks coz being a nice fren of mine!