Fullstop?

Starts @ 2.54am

Shall i consider this as a fullstop 2 my effort? a fullstop 2 my dreams? might be....

Does it hurt? as for all what i've thinking for....yes! it do hurt..

Next step? as i know, she's my agent...we try to make it professional...still be frens...

mat, thanks 4 ur doa + all the advices... wat can i say is...just a lots of thanks to my buddy! u encourage me in lots of ways...i wont disturb u tonite...but i did! just to make sure u will b the 1st person 2 know...

make me strong bro! i need to b strong... :o(

now...as i've know my fate...i might b stepping down from my plan...but just to let her knew that i might b waiting for her...

Shall i continue with this blog? yes....i've started my journey...n i wish to further continue it...this will be the only thing where i can say everything...to share everything...

Should i be sad? now i'm crying...not to say real crying...but there is tears...y? coz i've make my plan 2 b with her...

End @ 3.02am