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it is really a challenge when u received a task given from your superior and you need to share this with the rest of your team...few things in mind...

1st - do they able to listen to you?
2nd - do they follow and do as what been asked for?
3rd - do you able to follow up until the task complete?
4th - will they think that you are 'Gila Kuasa + Eksen'?

hmm...its really hard for me...and this morning, received an email from my boss, cc to all HR staff...i'm not really happy about it...but anyhow, i'm lucky it my boss put a trust on me...

about my HR team? i rather say that some of us are not in the same way of thinking...ada yang tak boleh kena tegur...[tetiba keluar ayat melayu plak...wakakaka] ...tak boleh orang tanya kerja dia...susah nak mintak tolong...macam2 lagi la...pening gua...kerja kalau berkira ni, susah la nak jalan...mana team work nya?? mana cooperationnya?? kan? :(

semalam hari yang agak muram bagi gua since ada salah faham sikit between gua dengan dia... masalah kerja yang mana bila kita dah rapat, jadi macam susah nak tegur menegur...even kerja lain-lain, gua bukan berniat nak kacau kerja dia...its a direction from my superior...gua cuma nak share je...any problems, even it's soooo big, bila kita buat sama-sama...kita nampak kecik and senang nak buat...kata teamwork...kan?

tapi ye la...manusia...rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain kan?? rambut gua je hitam+putih...

gua pelik dengan few of colleague gua kat sini...sebab cara diaorang perli gua, kenakan gua...is rather different from others...gua ada rasa was-was kat situ...even ada ayat yang terkeluar.... "serapat mana saya dengan ********, awk sorang je yang saya ****" ...pelik kan? tapi serapat mana? gua pun tak tau...Wallahualam...

disebabkan suasana mendung malam tadi, elok gua sampai rumah, terus gua sms dia...and suddently, ada yang reply...but not from her...lebih kurang camni msg dia...

F: Tgk Movie xajak pun. [receive 13-Nov-08 00:37am]
Gua: ok ***, esk aku g mana2 aku ajak ko k?
F: Xpela, dah dpt gading baru.. Biasala. Haha. Ok jumpa esok. [receive 13-Nov-08 00:45am]
G: kau ni dah kenapa ***?mcm ada yg xkena je?ada pape ke?
F:Hehe.. Saje dgki ko la. Relax la bro. [receive 13-Nov-08 00:48]
G: [xreply terus...]

agak-agak apa yang gua rasa eyh? actually gua takde niat apa pun...tapi kadang pelik...maybe diaorang bergurau...mungkin gua yang sensetif lebih...tapi what is the point diaorang cakap/buat camtu? if kat ofis maybe masuk akal...tapi takkan tengah malam pun diaorang dok terpikir pasal gua jugak?? hmmm....musykil...yang gua rasa skang ni.......



gua frust...